| I'm Baaaaack! |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|08:28 pm] |
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Hey all. Not that anyone I know still has a live journal that they keep up. It's been ahile so I'll keep it short. Just forgot to keep updating till this guy I met online reminded me. so i thought that I'd post. I have a bunch to say but it will have to wait. Anyway nice to be back. Laterz... out.
~Cass |
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| Lost another one! |
[Nov. 3rd, 2004|03:51 am] |
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Well it seem that i have found another! I'm sorry to say that I can no longer hide it... I am going to xanga! It was bound to happen, I'm sorry my time was so short. But alas, I must go where i can be happy. You would want that, wouldn't you? I promise to stay in touch from time to time. Just to see how you are holding up. I have noticed that many people are leaving you and I wish you the best.
with all my love,
-Cass
P.S visit me at torridpixiespaz @ xanga. |
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| Ugh..... |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|02:54 am] |
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Have you ever had one of thoes days that you wish that you could get to the fun part at the end? That's hoe today has been... I'm hanging out with Dan, Matt, and Heather today after rehursal and we're gonna watch Dawn of the Dead.... I hope it's good. I got so drunk saturday noght that i still had a hang over monday morning! I was crazy! I ended up wearing Dan's Shirt and belt.... Which I'm going to steal from him tonight! HAHAHAHA! But anyway... I'm sooooooo cold, I'm sitting right under that a/c. I CAN"T FEEL MY FINGERS!!!!! I need a job so fucking bad! I'm tired of being poor! Plus I have to have money for when I runaway to Canada with Meg, Christa, and Heather! LOL! I need to get going... the time on the comp is on Tokyo Standard time and it says that it is 3:02 am Wednesday morning! Funny huh? *slience* Well I thought it was! bye! |
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| Coming soon to theaters everywhere...maybe..... |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|11:35 am] |
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*sighs* I just don't know what to do.I'm really REALLY worried about college. TVI (television Institute In Los Angeles) called me Friday. That brings the count to three.Yay. Theses are my top 4 colleges.
1) AADA (hasn't called)
2) LAFS (called)
3) AMDA (called)
4) TVI (called)
I'm sure you are wndering why I'm worried. "three of her top four colleges have called her." But My first choice school hasn't called me and I'm afraid that once they took one look at me thery aren't going to want me. I just don't know if I good enough all around, looks, personality, talent, experiance anything. This is what I really want to do, but I'm afraid that I'll never get my "Big Break" and I'll end up working at a dead end job until i get married to a jerk ar get knocked up (god i hope not!) And wollowing in self loathing and pity for the rest of my misirable life. *sniff,sigh* *gets hoarse mafia vioce* "I cudda been a Condenda..." I don't know maybe my mom's negitvity is rubbing off on me. It sucks but it's the truth. But i have to put on a brave face so I can comfor the people who came to me with the same problems that I'm having. ................>pause<............... Did you ever stop to think and forget to start again?............................... |
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| Pinguins? mice? SLEEP! |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|12:56 pm] |
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| | Mrs. Todd frantically screamming "WHO'S IS THIS!?" | ] |
Word to the wise: Zyrtec makes you sleepy. I....can't....focus..... I dont have a lot of time. We actually DID something in multimedia today... I got to see dan last night it was fun. Couldn't decide if i wanted pinguins or mice for my icons I chose mice. Well I gotta go! Hmmmm... I have soooo much to say... I'll try to getit in later. B4N. LOVE! |
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| Hey! |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|10:44 am] |
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Well again, another long break in entries. You would not believe how busy i've been. it's crazy. I have to many plans and not enough time! well I'm at school so I have to keep this short. Umm. I love all my friends! The movie The Forgotten was really good dispite what people have told me. I've seen it twice. I want to see The Grudge so bad! It looks awesome, I hope that it's not a let down like The Village was. Thought for the Day: If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it still make noise? Can a person be missing if no one knew they exsisted? And finally... If a man says somthing and no woman hears him, is he still stupid? hahaahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahaha! LOL! Remember: See no evil. Hear no evil. Speak no evil. But that leaves DO no evil wide open! ^_^
*~*~*~*LOVE*~*~*~* |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|12:07 pm] |
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| | On the Edge of 17 | ] |
...just gallavanting off to become an Actor! Why John why? *sobs uncontrollably* *sniff* I really do wish him the best of luck! I love you John! And when I win more awards than you for my first movie I"ll dedicate one word to you...........BOOOOOOYAAAA!!!!!!! And hoodies don't have zippers! So there! Please don't forget the times we laughed...mostly at me. LOL. Everyone remember to look back at the times you laughed till you were blue in the face with your friends.... because those are the times that make the world seem ok.... That was from forever ago! I haven't updated in SOOOOOOOOOOOOO long! I'm sorry! OMG! OK right now all day on nickelodeon they are showing nothing but a logo that says "lets go play! Day of play!" Gay huh? They aren't showing any cartoons today thinking that it will inspire kids to get off their lazy asses and go outside.... Yet another half assed attempt to lower the obesity level in the the U.S. Hummmmmm. I got to talk to John today! I'm so happy! I'm a junior and already freaking out 'bout college! It's insane! I want so badly to go to L.A but Heather wants to go to Yale. *sighs* I don't Know what i'm gonna do! I got to see Dan last night. it was cool. I DDR'd last night till i couldn't move! I was AMAZING! I love all my friends! I just want ya'll to know that! Well apparently i HAVE to get ready to go ! lol Bye! |
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| OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|02:28 pm] |
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| | Pulp Fiction | ] |
Holy freaking crap!!!!!!! So long sense i updated last! So much has happened! Crap where do i begin?..... Well not too long after the whole party incedent school started and I was forced to be in close quarters with Jake Kristin and Maegann... soooooooooo much animosity the first day in theatre! Holy god. it was Bad. Fo' sho' lol. After school Heather and I stayed and talked to Bibbs about Jake and Meg and Kristin, she told us to either suck it up or talk about it and get it woked out b/c if it started to cause a problem then ppl would get kicked out of drama b/c she wouldn't deal with the tremendous problems it would cause in casting and whatnot. So heather and i went to her house and hung out for a while, during this time Heather called Maegann and talked to her for a grand total of like three minutes. We were debating on calling Jake later that night on three-way, but we desided aginst it. I got home and layzed around the house for awhile until the olympics started. I was watching them in my room while simultaniously my parental units were in the living room watching the same thing... well i thought it pointless to watch the same thing in two different rooms and i realized that i had spent zero tome with my family and went into the living room and faught my bro over who had ownership of my mom... he like flung his head back and hit me in the face and i like bit my lip! it hurt so fucking bad! so after the olympics were over i went back to my room and saw that i had missed four calls. they were from josh s. and much to my suprize two of them were from JAKE! AHHHH! It was so freaky! He left a message sayin that he wanted to talk to me and that we needed to get things cleared up... I thought what the hell. I have nothing to lose... I've already lost his friendship so why the fuck not? so i called him back and we said our apologies and then we talked like old times till two fifteen in the am.... then the next day at school we had a pow wow in drama and everyone got their problems worked out... it was kinda weird. But now everyone is kinda friends again. It's crazy. Now I'm at Della's and were thinking about going up to fayetteville to see Tori's dorm room so I gotta go!
*~*LOVE*~* |
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[Aug. 7th, 2004|09:33 pm] |
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This entry is a long time in the making... I intended to update much sooner than this but you know how it goes... heh or maybe not... Maybe there are some people who have absolutly nothing beter to do than to update thier LJ. I don't know. Onr of the mysteries of the universe i guess.. like... what do beenie babies have inside them? (I swear if anyone says BEANS i will shoot you in the face!) J/k. So about my day... hmmm. I will start at he begining and wont stop til i finish.... Haha... Anyway i woke up like thirty seconds befor Della called me wanting me to come over. Then my grandma stopped me and said that i had to clean up the kitchen. So i did then i headed to her house. We just kinda hung out for awhile then we went to Martha's house and gave her a pin that Della had got her. When we told her that Danielle wanted to make something for Emiliy ( i think that's spelled wrong...sorry!) she went insane and started to pile tons of stuff on us... It was so funny! We went to Amos' house then and he told me that he was sorry that i was in drama and that i was confused for liking Bibbs... it was funny. We were standing in his driveway and there was one of those ribbon looking magnets that often are yellow and say "support our troops", only this on ewas black and said "POW MIA" An dDella bless her heart looked at it and said... "Powmia? huh?" Amos shook his head and I explained that they were two seperate words. Then i asked if she knew what they meant she said "sure" unconvincingly and Amos and i both said "Prisoner of War.... Missing in Action" at the same time... it was funny. I like Amos... he's cool. Well we hurried home and rushed to put toegther Em's "thingy" in time to get to the party. We finally finished and i think that it looked good. We got to the party only to discover that Jake and Kristin were there... I have nothing against Kristin but it's Jake I can't stand so I told Della that I was just going to skip the Party and go to Heather's for awhile. I got to heather's and we talked abot how hurt she was abot how Maegann was treating her this summer. i felt so bad... I can't believe that Jake has been the cause of so much shit this summer. It's infuriating! I want to be Charlene's friend again so Heather is going to talk to her tonight and hopefull we can get everything worked out... So then Della calle dme and asked to be picked up... I got there and every one was in the pool. Danielle went to say good bye to everyone and i followed. I waved at Em but Kristin thoght that I was waving at her and waved at me.... Jake just kept looking at me and I wanted to say "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!?" But I refrained and we left. We went back to Heather's for a bit and traded horror stories of the summer then she headed out to C.C's and we went to Josh's. We got food and went to the park and dicussed our philosophies on life and where we are today. It was great... i 'm so gald that we are friends... It' is so great that we can trust each other. I love her so much. I love all my friends. :) We came back to her house and Granny was in a bad mood but she is better now... well i gotta go. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|08:57 pm] |
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| | The Princess Bride | ] |
So here I sit compteplating the universe... lol
NOT EVEN! GRR! THE VILLAGE BIT THE BIG ONE! I just found out that some people that i know who said that they were getting away from "the bad things" in their lives aren't exactly staying true to their words... Jesus fucking christ! They want everyone to believe their complete untruths and expect to get away with it! AAHHHHH!!!!!! I fucking hate people! Well certain people! I dont give a fuck if everyone in the fucking universe sees this! Including the people who I'm talking about! I want them to know how much i dislike them... But as much as I dislike them I really am afraid for them... But oh well, they don't care what i think so what the hell ever! *snorts* *sighs* I'm better now... promise... Let's see... Kristin saw (A)Manda and I the other day driving around in her car... The look on her face was priceless to say the least! Heh. There is nothing on T.V. That guy on Blue's clues is kinda cute... the one who replaced Steve... now i'm watching the Princess Bride! Awesome movie! now I'm talking to Dan woohoo. I think that Heather and I and some other people are all going to hang out tomarrow. I believe that we are going to see I-Robot and hang out at the mall and DDR and stuff... Yea. I'm watching this little girl tomarrow for Danielle... hmmmm...I've been thinking of a nickname that's just mine for Danielle... I feel bad using Dani because that's other people's nickname for her. So let's see.......I think that I will call her... Della... I like that... I hope that she doesn't care.. Let me know girly... Well I guess that's all I have to write about today... (AWE-FREAKIN-SOME) (Please start this whole new world with me!) (Where's Saturn?) LMAO! LOVE YOU ALL!!! OUT!
PS. I posted this three time in Della's journal So I'm a dumbass sue me! lol |
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| Let's get stupid! |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|01:27 am] |
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| | Viva Forever- Spice Girls (Stone me if you wish) | ] |
THANKYOUFORTHEWADDER! LOL OMG. This has been the funest night i have had in a LOOOOONG time! We laughed at nothing for an hour! Josh has the BEST impression of Don Vito from Viva La Bam. he had me rolling! I accidentilly called Danielle "Kristin" and trust me that's an insult! LOL. My friend Heather comes home from Dallas tomarrow! Wooohooo! I love you girl! Now I'm talking to this other guy and he's gushing about how he just got laid! Fun. lol. I can't wait till The Village opens tomarrow! YAY! So all in all tomarrow is going to be a good day! I want to talk to my friends Dan and Destini so bad... It was funny I found out that Kristin saw me at John's house the other day and got all sad... boo fucking hoo! We gave her the fucking chance to come along but I guess she had "better" things to do....Ha that's a joke! Well i thought it was funny. John's time with us is drawing to a close... it sounds like he dieing! But he isn't... just gallavanting off to become an Actor! Why John why? *sobs uncontrollably* *sniff* I really do wish him the best of luck! I love you John! And when I win more awards than you for my first movie I"ll dedicate one word to you...........BOOOOOOYAAAA!!!!!!! And hoodies don't have zippers! So there! Please don't forget the times we laughed...mostly at me. LOL. Everyone remember to look back at the times you laughed till you were blue in the face with your friends.... because those are the times that make the world seem ok.... |
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| woo hoo! my first entry! |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|12:09 am] |
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| | bitchy/cynical/pissed off | ] |
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| | Green Day-brainstew/ starsailor (thank you Gabbi!) | ] |
i don't know how long this is gonna be but it will be at the very least a brief synopsis of my summer so far... put your mittens around your kittens and away we go... (thrills and chills!) so at the begining I was hanging out out with my now "ex" friends all the time... and stupidly I thought that everything was going great. ha shame on me... so everything is chugging along and then an new friend came into the picture... an old friend of my then best friend. and he was really cool... i was also introduced to other friends through this same friend.. lets call him FKR*... and this old friend of FKR's who will be named MAN* was also a friend of this other guy who i met through FKR. his name will be GUY*. well when the time came for MAN to go home to a nearby town.. FKR who said that he wanted to go when this girl (name:BCH*) and I took MAN home changed his mind when he found out that GUY and yet another girl (name:CHK*) were going to a movie. so GUY and FKR got into it about taking MAN home... turns out that MAN can stay the night at GUY's house. so FKR, BCH, and another person all hang out and i choose to hang out with CHK GUY and MAN... well FKR gets mad that I hung out with his friends with out him. so he gets all pissy and acts like a whiney bitch and we all get drunk and say not nice (but funny) things to him... exspecially me but thats only b/c he was being mean to me first... i dont just randomly start fights with my friends... so FKR cuts it off with all of us except BCH and the other girl... then BCH being the sheep that she is chooses to follow suit... Ha fuckers i hate them all. why do people have to be so damn stupid all the fucking time! It pisses me off so much... i can't even describe it! AHHH! By the way I'm still friends with GUY and CHK i havent talked to MAN in a while but i think we're ok... i didn't know him all that well to begin with but oh well... the funny thing is that FKR thinks that he has all these friends left when school starts but he really dosent! HAHAHAHA *laughs manically* but anyway feel free to post comments but im out loves and hugs
BTW i know i'm a shitty speller but get over it ppl come on! lol... also the ppl who know the story know who the "*"ed ppl are if not ask me... |
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